Well am finally back after a bit of a rest and boy did i need a holiday went to Cornwall with Carl and had a really lovely break .
so a recap on what's happen
internet was cut for no reason what so ever even charged me for having the bugger put on again . but thats sorted and got the money back .
Farther day i sort of freaked out because i visited mum and dads grave and the stone had graffiti and crap all over it never been so angry i dont think i wanted to ring there neck i wanted to know how it happened i now know that the cemetery wasn't inspected after 6pm and that the handy-man who sort of kept the grounds tidy was off sick i wouldn't leave until i cleaned it up myself few days Carl was worried sick as was Emma who sort of had go at people nearly she nearly got arrested.
Carl made me go see the doctor who`s put me on anti depressant tablets and to see a specialist which I have couple of times now once Emma came with me .that was fun=O. not really was sheer hell. but am glad she did sort of seen a different brother if you see what i mean .
work well av been doing office work my choice i just wanted something different also av got more withdrawn -isolated but i know that's improving also havet had a drink in weeks that's an unbelievable achievement but i did get help from that Carl stopped
also ;] helped me loads .
about all for now
DRU
Nice to hear from you Dru - the holiday sounds like it couldn't have come along at a better time.
ReplyDeleteOff the drink - real ggod and it's great that Carl is so supportive.
Bit of trivia for you - I'm sitting here watching the news and they just had Ringo on [he is celebrating his 70th birthday] - they asked him about stuff and for a message - his answer ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE - sit down with Carl Dru go to you tube and listen to it - I'll dedicate it to you two.
Take care Stef