you only tell me you love me when ur drunk

expected work to be really stressful today what with yesterdays crap . but no was asked
to go into the office and was told that there is long list of complaints about her manor and her attitude also performance problem is she don't work for us its social services who employ her so am told they had no option but to suspend her pending further investigations this has happened before .
yesterdays post was more a rant at things.

anyway happy things PET SHOP BOYS playing nottingham festival OMG Carl`s got some tickets OMFG.
not mentioned this yet but am a massive massive massive fan i have everything they did
over 25 years together went to see them in birmingham few years ago WOW thats the best way to put it . so am expecting a few sleepless nights when it gets near . have posted one of my favourite tracks i could have posted a whole load more but this one is brilliant live .

YouTube - Pet
Shop Boys - You Only Tell Me You Love ....

have a doctors appointment tomorrow about my mood swings had them before TBH it made me really ill last time on top of it these days

it means nothing

so today was the annual inspection she was supposed to turn up at 10 am instead she arrives at 8 am in the space of an hour without me she had upset the staff
, found faults with the finances
, helped herself to breakfast using service users food ,
told staff how to do there job ,
so when i get there am already pissed off because
#shes come early ,supposed to come at the time given ,but doesnt have to .
#helped herself to other peoples food.she put in report she was offered the food so she lied .
#faults with finances there wasn't any it was all correct . she was checking the wrong books .
i haven't been looking forward to today at all as soon as i herd she was coming a few weeks back id been dreading it i have met her before few years back and she has a major attitude problem with me being GAY .

todays just been one of them days dont even know why am writing all this really its pointless gibberish to some people.
I mean does anyone really give a fuck what i say
or even understand.
DRUCLOUD

IT`S ALL CLEAN FUN. WELL SORT OF

Before Carl i will admit there were a few hits and misses a few i am willing to share with you brace yourselves.
while at collage i made friends with quite a few people via a gay support group at the collage best thing i have ever did support wise . I also got to know i few people who wanted to have fun try something new they include
having sex in cars.
blow job in a empty class room giving and receiving.
sex in toilets usually gay bar .


also on nights outs after i had finished college i had a few fumbles in shop doorway`s.
Once i had my hand down a guys trousers and i guy walking his dog walks past and the dog starts sniffing round my arse thought it was my mates playing around next day am in a shop and who walks in same man same dog and he says enjoy last night did you ?.


I ve had a few bad dates also like meeting a guy off the internet bad choice i know
once i realised what he was like i mate a very quick exit

few one-night stands some weren't bad but some make me cringe today like the guy who asked me to cum over his man boobs and rub it in or the guy who asked me to rub it in his armpits !!!!!!!!!!!!

also there have been friends id had fun with nothing init just sex

believe it or not these are the ones i am happy to mention there are a few i would rather not mention

JJ&MIKE

HI EVERYONE
been away for a few days with carl visiting friends Carl`s relatives been alright nice couple .
anyway got back early as work tomorrow. was checking JJ`S blog and he came out to his mum & dad wow that's really cool i know JJ didn't like hiding this from his parents was just waiting for the right moment am sure things will be OK for you two and his background designed by a cool friend of his Ryan just have a little problem with it the
eyes in the background its as if there following you around lol. anyway i posted a song i`ve loved for years and it helped me when i came out to my parents in 19.91 seems like a lifetime ago


YouTube - Bob Marley- Three little Birds with lirics

bit of a difficult week at work got a annual inspection been dreading this hope it goes well.