been a while since I posted not even sure what to put any-more but hears a run down of what`s happened
# We have moved house out- skirts of town so much more peaceful so much more room .
# Carl's fine but his dad past away a bit back he was gutted as it was sudden I know how he felt and supported him every step of the way his dad was 62 years old .
# my nephew the youngest one Ryan I haven't seen at all and I dont want to he`s just a user not a nice person to know at the moment .Tim the older one is doing well for himself still at college but working towards a job in sports development . sister Emma well we seam to have bonded well in the past months I mean we were close before but with everything gone off its brought us closer
# my cat jack is well also recovered from Emma over feeding him and is back to his usual self loves the new house as it has a bigger garden keep finding dead birds and things that jack has either found or just pounced on . hmmmmmmmmm
# Me and Carl have our own bedrooms now joint decision really that dont mean there `s
no physical stuff because there is
few other things to mention but it will wait
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
I dont understand why
just a short post been a little quirt i know had a few days on the coast. and i find my e- mail box has been hacked and sent people an email i know nothing about honest
regarding ahem growing pills it`s not from me honest I know one person that revived one
and am mad because i have been caught out like this like this. if anyone does get one i can only apologise
DRU
regarding ahem growing pills it`s not from me honest I know one person that revived one
and am mad because i have been caught out like this like this. if anyone does get one i can only apologise
DRU
Sunday, July 11, 2010
mother natures son
I haven't mentioned the holiday allot we stayed in a place nr st agnuss like a fishing village it was nice just being me and Karl and the place we stayed was a bit cramped no room to swing a cat so was probably a good idea not to bring jack anyway .
the village was deserted not a shop or pub in miles we found the beach we went to before nudist last time i was crapping myself being noticed or caught lol but this time i didnt have a care in the world well i did but not as bad .
was amazed at all the various shapes and sizes pmsl glad i wasn't as bad although several people taking photographs of various sights and landmarks went swimming everyday water was lovely and the weather was not that hot in the morning had lots of
laughs with Karl I know I shouldn't be laughing at other people but was hard not to .
we spent most evening chilling in the garden after we`d been out somewhere like villages or towns on the coast . we also took a portable tv didn't really need it
One evening Karl mentioned whether i was thinking about maybe moving to a quieter area near were we are like outskirts i have considered it a few times but we are looking into it Karl says we should find one that is modern ish do it up maybe move on after a few years making a packet it does sound appealing i must admit.
below is on my new I pod touch of Karl still getting used to it as well something called limewire its a file shearing program i know illegal SO BITE ME.:o was posting a video but mucked it up its on next post
the village was deserted not a shop or pub in miles we found the beach we went to before nudist last time i was crapping myself being noticed or caught lol but this time i didnt have a care in the world well i did but not as bad .
was amazed at all the various shapes and sizes pmsl glad i wasn't as bad although several people taking photographs of various sights and landmarks went swimming everyday water was lovely and the weather was not that hot in the morning had lots of
laughs with Karl I know I shouldn't be laughing at other people but was hard not to .
we spent most evening chilling in the garden after we`d been out somewhere like villages or towns on the coast . we also took a portable tv didn't really need it
One evening Karl mentioned whether i was thinking about maybe moving to a quieter area near were we are like outskirts i have considered it a few times but we are looking into it Karl says we should find one that is modern ish do it up maybe move on after a few years making a packet it does sound appealing i must admit.
below is on my new I pod touch of Karl still getting used to it as well something called limewire its a file shearing program i know illegal SO BITE ME.:o was posting a video but mucked it up its on next post
Friday, July 09, 2010
YouTube - Dire Straits - Why Worry Lyrics בועז מלמד.mpg
So things are gradually improving settling into office finding my way round am gathering i could be hear for some time and plenty of work keep my busy but what i really want to do is kick some arse`s doing that next week :O.
so thank you stef for your thoughtful comment helped more than expected. also caught up on a few blog`s and will comment over weekend but reading up on JJ`s blog :0 hes left then comeback again all because of a couple of sick minded get`s all am saying . glad he came out fighting good for him .
gabey W T F sorry about his dad horrible experience . god almighty things soon perked up tho JT seams to bringing some sunshine into his life bless.
had Emma calling me most days checking up swore at her a few times lol
Carl has made a DVD of the holiday we had. not seen it yet or know what he videoed so could go missing
i did miss jack when i was away think it`s fair to say he`s my best companion ever
think Emma has over did it with the feeding crapping everywhere and bit heaver i swear.
picked out a really nice song from youtube might get some more cd`s of theirs
YouTube - Dire Straits - Why Worry Lyrics בועז מלמד.mpg
DRU
so thank you stef for your thoughtful comment helped more than expected. also caught up on a few blog`s and will comment over weekend but reading up on JJ`s blog :0 hes left then comeback again all because of a couple of sick minded get`s all am saying . glad he came out fighting good for him .
gabey W T F sorry about his dad horrible experience . god almighty things soon perked up tho JT seams to bringing some sunshine into his life bless.
had Emma calling me most days checking up swore at her a few times lol
Carl has made a DVD of the holiday we had. not seen it yet or know what he videoed so could go missing
i did miss jack when i was away think it`s fair to say he`s my best companion ever
think Emma has over did it with the feeding crapping everywhere and bit heaver i swear.
picked out a really nice song from youtube might get some more cd`s of theirs
YouTube - Dire Straits - Why Worry Lyrics בועז מלמד.mpg
DRU
Wednesday, July 07, 2010
guess who
Well am finally back after a bit of a rest and boy did i need a holiday went to Cornwall with Carl and had a really lovely break .
so a recap on what's happen
internet was cut for no reason what so ever even charged me for having the bugger put on again . but thats sorted and got the money back .
Farther day i sort of freaked out because i visited mum and dads grave and the stone had graffiti and crap all over it never been so angry i dont think i wanted to ring there neck i wanted to know how it happened i now know that the cemetery wasn't inspected after 6pm and that the handy-man who sort of kept the grounds tidy was off sick i wouldn't leave until i cleaned it up myself few days Carl was worried sick as was Emma who sort of had go at people nearly she nearly got arrested.
Carl made me go see the doctor who`s put me on anti depressant tablets and to see a specialist which I have couple of times now once Emma came with me .that was fun=O. not really was sheer hell. but am glad she did sort of seen a different brother if you see what i mean .
work well av been doing office work my choice i just wanted something different also av got more withdrawn -isolated but i know that's improving also havet had a drink in weeks that's an unbelievable achievement but i did get help from that Carl stopped
also ;] helped me loads .
about all for now
DRU
so a recap on what's happen
internet was cut for no reason what so ever even charged me for having the bugger put on again . but thats sorted and got the money back .
Farther day i sort of freaked out because i visited mum and dads grave and the stone had graffiti and crap all over it never been so angry i dont think i wanted to ring there neck i wanted to know how it happened i now know that the cemetery wasn't inspected after 6pm and that the handy-man who sort of kept the grounds tidy was off sick i wouldn't leave until i cleaned it up myself few days Carl was worried sick as was Emma who sort of had go at people nearly she nearly got arrested.
Carl made me go see the doctor who`s put me on anti depressant tablets and to see a specialist which I have couple of times now once Emma came with me .that was fun=O. not really was sheer hell. but am glad she did sort of seen a different brother if you see what i mean .
work well av been doing office work my choice i just wanted something different also av got more withdrawn -isolated but i know that's improving also havet had a drink in weeks that's an unbelievable achievement but i did get help from that Carl stopped
also ;] helped me loads .
about all for now
DRU
Friday, June 25, 2010
how do i do this again !!!
try and make this easy to understand as possible well ish so hears what's been going off .
# had no internet for about a week . bastards
# been on a bit of a downer so wasn't bothered bit blunt but its true .
# fathers day I found out mum& dads grave stone had graffiti all over it wasn't pleased
really so i got it cleaned up but demanded answers as to how it happened from council
and whoever was keeping the place secure at night .
Carl`s been sportive as he can be .
be back to normal soon.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Saturday, June 05, 2010
SARONG
past few days have been really hot really sweaty at work been asked to cover a house
as manager went AWOL still is.
you may remember me mention him he caught a STD of a member of staff he was shaging in the office but got caught in the act.
i thought id hate working at the new place for a while but its all good :) different from what am used to but its cool .
have invested in a air cooler for me and Carl its brilliant makes a huge difference to the house Carl's taken to wearing a skirt sorry sarong around the house keeps him cool as its really light and i must admit he does look really nice in it there is a little problem its Jack he attacks the bottom of it follows Carl everywhere when he has it on . Jacks been caught wrestling with it few holes in it now :).
booked a weeks holiday in Cornwell in august same place as last year but without jack this time lol last year we found a nudist beach Carl thought it was grate as it was so quirt took me a few days to go naked and got some odd looks of a few people .
had nephews around over weekend no problems this time :)
ps been following a tv series where we had to choose best drummer in a rock band
john Bonham won bonzo led Zeppelin
the best guitarist Jimmy Hendrix won. not sure about that Jimmy page should have
got that hendrix was just noise at times .
bass player was a surprise flea from red hot chilli peppers won ahead of the likes of
Paul McCartney, John Paul Jones, flea is good but as good as the others not sure.
best vocals Freddie mercury over Robert plant :O. BOLLOCKS Robert Plant is untouchable .
best rock band
3rd Queen not sure they were that good
2nd the Beatles not surprised with that
1st and in my opinion the complete band on record Led Zeppelin
Sunday, May 30, 2010
YouTube - Steppenwolf - Born To Be Wild
YouTube - Steppenwolf - Born To Be Wild
we lost a grate man today dennis hopper my dad loved easy rider his fiml he did with peter fonda
dad loved the fact that you could just get on your motorbike and be free with mum of cores :}
think the furthest he got to was Southport few miles outside Liverpool on the coast well sort of .
dad always mentioned Dennis was the ultimate wild man or hell raiser dont think anyone would work with him for about 20 years just excepting bit parts but dad always remembered him in his role in easy rider maybe now they will meet up there .
RIP DENNIS HOPPER
dad would sing his heart out to this when he had a drink or two or three.. not the best voice ....
did nothing wrong did i .
so last night things got a bit heated 13 year old nephew kicked of big time as he does if he doesn't get his own way like not having his girlfriend sleep with him . ended up sending her home in a taxi i know i did the right thing . then he takes off on his older brother 17 because hes laughing at him 13 year old is pissed by now 13 and he drinks like a fish . also mad at me calling me al kinds of names. un repeatable! then i find him with a bag of hash / weed i knew he smoked it but not hear ad given up by then asked his mum Emma to come pick him up @ gone midnight she wasnt happy to say the least but do i care why should i
Spastic Fantastic: sleep now.found a new blogger spastic fantastic check out his grate blog
Saturday, May 29, 2010
HANDY MAN
The past few days I have got stuck into the gardening at work bit knackered-tired.
think i done my back in lol I do enjoy getting my hands dirty my have upset some staff
as they didn't want to get involved to make the guys garden look nice. of cores they came round to my way of thinking . had time at reflections gay health club thing :0 ALONE :0:0 as Carl is away with his dad and as i sed back was killing me so i spent a few hours chilling in the spar and the sauna must of the guys were naked. not me! people of all ages all shapes did try not to look honest:)) ....
also been shopping got me and Carl new England football shirts world cup in a week or so. cant wait also my nephews are hear having a lads night in one even brought his girlfriend and thinks there sleeping together he`s 13 by the way he also likes snooping around so i had to hide some stuff well thinks me and Carl are just mates
and Emma has threatened to kill me if I tell him otherwise.
DRU XXX
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
YouTube - drift away
YouTube - drift away
Carl really likes this he says it relaxes him puts a smile on his face i thought that was my job :}. anyway i thought i would post about how alike we are sort of .
FOOD I like most foods as long as its not to fatty hate liver - fried eggs - turkey gives me nightmares lol.
Carl will try anything prefers English food but will try foreign muck his words not mine will eat forever and not put an ounce of fat on. i hate him .
MUSIC i have about 600 cd`s that were my dads from 60`s 70`s mostly rock and also LP`S that he wouldn't ever part with they are worth a fortune also i have mine various stuff independent music like radio head new order punk and stuff like pet shop boys .
to meany to put on my 8 cd racks .
Carl he likes modern music lady ga ga, Brittany ,think you get the idea also likes northan sole from 60s can listen to that all day.
FASHION will were anything really dont need to be designer as long as its trendy also sportswear trackyie hoodies not be seen dead in a shirt& tie Carl`s same ish tho will by G STAR label bit expensive .
TV I must admit Carl likes his TV soaps i can stand that and GLEE draw the line at that its just tripe and they spoil really good songs like murdering them wish there was a music police :)
ME like my sports football mostly as Carl does he supports Nottingham forest. there al-right am a Liverpool FC supporter caused a few quarrels in the past lol.
animals as a kid i had a red setter dog called RED had him when i was 5-17 also hedgehog spike when i was 8 didn't last long also dint find out how he died suspecting massive cover up hear .JACK had him a few years now .
CARLs not a animal person i guess gets on with Jack sort of had a fall out once thought i thought more of Jack than him just told him to grow up :).
Carl`s more outspoken me i just keep my mouth shut mostly
SEX about the same like to try stuff explore enough sead i think;};};}.had about the same amount of partners and have had weird experiences
we both like quiet holidays country near the coast but not to crowded .
we have both had to deal with loosing family Carl's older brother died when carl was 20 i lost mum and dad when i was 24 . both of us took it really hard .
can see me and Carl together for ever
Monday, May 24, 2010
to hot for me
hey everyone been really hot the past few days am not good with hot weather i burn easy- its stuffy - sticky Carls about the same sweats easy needs about 4 showers a day when its like this .
went shopping on Friday for a reconditioned big t v found a massive 50 inch one for £350.00 bargin bit damaged at bottom prob fallen of the wall but am happy with it Carls moaning because its not brand new and over a thousand £ fuck that .
thats the main part that separates us
me i was brought up to be grateful for what you have if its second hand or reconditioned ive saved money had a working class up bringing .
Carl his dad has always been in property his mum was a school secretary carl was sort of brought up to expect the very best nothing less will do sort of born with a silver spoon in his mouth lol
its not a big gap between us but it will pop into the conversation now and again .
All this hot weather had me thinking of a video from years ago Emma played it to death.
DRU XXX
just click on o hot for me for video
went shopping on Friday for a reconditioned big t v found a massive 50 inch one for £350.00 bargin bit damaged at bottom prob fallen of the wall but am happy with it Carls moaning because its not brand new and over a thousand £ fuck that .
thats the main part that separates us
me i was brought up to be grateful for what you have if its second hand or reconditioned ive saved money had a working class up bringing .
Carl his dad has always been in property his mum was a school secretary carl was sort of brought up to expect the very best nothing less will do sort of born with a silver spoon in his mouth lol
its not a big gap between us but it will pop into the conversation now and again .
All this hot weather had me thinking of a video from years ago Emma played it to death.
DRU XXX
just click on o hot for me for video
Saturday, May 22, 2010
BBC News - Jordan Romero, 13, 'becomes youngest to scale Everest'
just a quick post was reading this online and i don't know thers something not right .
BBC News - Jordan Romero, 13, 'becomes youngest to scale Everest'
BBC News - Jordan Romero, 13, 'becomes youngest to scale Everest'
Friday, May 21, 2010
YouTube - guess who- american woman
YouTube - guess who- american woman
apologies for being a bit pissed writing this but i have a qustion i know this the original but did the Beatles record this or even John or Paul as a solo artists
or is it just me
love you all
DRU
apologies for being a bit pissed writing this but i have a qustion i know this the original but did the Beatles record this or even John or Paul as a solo artists
or is it just me
love you all
DRU
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
FALL OUT
Really sorry i haven't bloged things have been a bit rough .
work is stressing due to a fall out and finger pointing trying to stay out of it
all and people are now bitching about me because i dont want to take sides :O.
Also Carl & me had a bit of a fight over the weekend i say a bit few punches were thrown mostly by him all because of last week and the time i spent at work or the hospital also he hid my phone and switched it off so work don't ring anyway i called him a few names childish twit well similar to that anyway and lots of other so he storms out and comes back several hours later pissed out of his head and high as a kite
hes banging on the door shouting at the top of his voice calling me all sorts so i open the door and continues to mouth off .All neighbours are out by now asking him to
keep the noise down . he then start on them and me trying to drag him in and he punched me so i pushed back and he fell over the wall lol by now the neighbours are laughing at him .
add had enough by then garbed my coat & jack lol and drove to my sisters .
didnt hear from him till Tuesday got a really big graze on his head where he fell over the wall the house looked tidy prob his mum came and tidy up .
Also jill the manager at work has had a go at some of the staff and had one removed
of the house .
Carl is struggling a bit done something to his cheek bone when he fell and i do genuinely feel for him and still love him to bits not the same as before but getting there
Thursday, May 13, 2010
tonights tv
A night in in front of the tv tonight and i must admit i was a little surprised by what was on offer .
we had emmerdale its a rural soap in the country tonight was based around a character Aaron struggling with accepting he is GAY only just accepted it because he`s up in court after beating up Jackson a gay man he met in a gay bar you following this .
then up in court he could go to jail unless he admitted he was GAY this was a really emotional part as
A he`s yet to admit to himself he`s gay
B his family are a bit rough putting it lightly lol
but he admits it.
and its left with him saying what have i done .
next is the show below a welsh rugby player who`s come out the closest and he`s in the meida spotlight befor he came out as hes captain of the welsh national squad.this
was really hard to take in as it showed that being gay is still unacceptable in today's society and that they are still living in the dark ages
Tonight | Afraid to be Gay - ITV News
finally EastEnders another soap not a big fan of it but anyway the couple Christian
& syead syead is Muslim and secretary Gay Christian is gay and proud of it and syead hes recently been outed by Christian because he was fed up playing second fiddle
syead is also married and his family being Muslim are a bit strict .
now am not saying this is all doom and gloom and i suppose there will be a happy ever after but both stories have been writen with a view that beaing gay in 2010 is still a taboo subject
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just a quick question i would like to take my blog off goggle search engine
does anyone know how i can do it
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
past few days have been a bit crazy first work one of the guys at work was rushed to hospital still there has got an infection and not digesting food bit complicated but it`s not good .
also Carl`s in a mood as I havent been having time with him he`s 35 fucks sake needs to
grow up :).
Also jack the cat his brother Frost lives with Emma died last week out of the blue.
Jack understood every word when i told him.
Emma did the decent thing well sort of buried in the garden with a brick as a head stone she really has no dignity but i have told her i will buy a big plant or even a bloody tree instead of a brick .
Jack just laid in the back near the brick for an hour or so i really felt for the poor guy .
had today off needed the rest also i have tried to make it up to Carl today he could sulk for England but am getting there looks like an early night tonight.
also Carl`s in a mood as I havent been having time with him he`s 35 fucks sake needs to
grow up :).
Also jack the cat his brother Frost lives with Emma died last week out of the blue.
Jack understood every word when i told him.
Emma did the decent thing well sort of buried in the garden with a brick as a head stone she really has no dignity but i have told her i will buy a big plant or even a bloody tree instead of a brick .
Jack just laid in the back near the brick for an hour or so i really felt for the poor guy .
had today off needed the rest also i have tried to make it up to Carl today he could sulk for England but am getting there looks like an early night tonight.
JJ
so i find out about yesterday that my friend JJ has knocked his blog on the head .
am gathering its a joint decision and that it was done with his interest at heart .
jjs blog was 3 months old not allot of time at all . but in those 3 months JJ had a hell of allot of followers god knows how many visited his blog but its in its over 50 thousand easy.
also JJ had a few major things happen to him and also growing up real fast
i know that we haven't herd the last of JJ& MIKE and he will still comment on other blogs witch i look forward to .
below is a video of a song by David Bowie that i have chosen just for JJ. its from a bbc series about and it really helped me when i watched it years ago also the songs one of Bowie`s better songs.
YouTube - David Bowie - Buddha Of Suburbia
am gathering its a joint decision and that it was done with his interest at heart .
jjs blog was 3 months old not allot of time at all . but in those 3 months JJ had a hell of allot of followers god knows how many visited his blog but its in its over 50 thousand easy.
also JJ had a few major things happen to him and also growing up real fast
i know that we haven't herd the last of JJ& MIKE and he will still comment on other blogs witch i look forward to .
below is a video of a song by David Bowie that i have chosen just for JJ. its from a bbc series about and it really helped me when i watched it years ago also the songs one of Bowie`s better songs.
YouTube - David Bowie - Buddha Of Suburbia
Monday, May 03, 2010
THIS IS A PARTY POLITICAL BLOGCAST ON BEHALF OF THE D G A S PARTY
This week the uk has a general election am already board stiff with it because i already know whats going to happen . am sick of seeing the party leaders doing there little tours around all smiley smiley :). looking concerned while on camera so we can all see. getting on there soap boxes and TELLING! us what changes WILL! sorry should be made .We had 3 live debates giving the 3 main party's their big chance to beg, plead, grovel, to us the general public to vote for them.
we have already had are prime minister call a pensioner a bigoted woman because he doesn't deal with confrontation well this was done with his mike left on so the whole nation herd him .he then visits the poor woman at her own home to humbly kiss her ares
or grovel and meet the press outside the house all smiley as if nothing happened .
I know whats going to happen when the party are elected. NOTHING! they will carry on the same way it was left
can you tell that politics boars the shit out of me & i still need to vote i think i shall do the same as last time just pin the tail on the donkeys arse
of corse i want to see changes
i want to see an end to this recession dont think that wil happen soon give it another 6-7 years maybe
i want to see changes in healthcare? i have seen and witnessed fuck ups that any government would just turn round and say well thats not really are responsibility?
of cores it is.
could go on about lazy arse people who can`nt be arsed to work so they stay on state benefits that the tax payer me and you paise taxes for .
i best Finnish as am getting boring
THAT WAS A BLOGCAST ON BEHALF OF THE
DONT
GIVE
A
SHIT
PARTY
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we have already had are prime minister call a pensioner a bigoted woman because he doesn't deal with confrontation well this was done with his mike left on so the whole nation herd him .he then visits the poor woman at her own home to humbly kiss her ares
or grovel and meet the press outside the house all smiley as if nothing happened .
I know whats going to happen when the party are elected. NOTHING! they will carry on the same way it was left
can you tell that politics boars the shit out of me & i still need to vote i think i shall do the same as last time just pin the tail on the donkeys arse
of corse i want to see changes
i want to see an end to this recession dont think that wil happen soon give it another 6-7 years maybe
i want to see changes in healthcare? i have seen and witnessed fuck ups that any government would just turn round and say well thats not really are responsibility?
of cores it is.
could go on about lazy arse people who can`nt be arsed to work so they stay on state benefits that the tax payer me and you paise taxes for .
i best Finnish as am getting boring
THAT WAS A BLOGCAST ON BEHALF OF THE
DONT
GIVE
A
SHIT
PARTY
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, April 30, 2010
hi everyone am supposed to be at work today but i ended up ringing in sick
being honest my guts are playing up. suffered with it for several years there was a bad
incident about 5 years ago i wont go into it to much it was just a bad situation and ended up in hospital for a few days .so since then a sometimes get cramp like symptom as well as heartburn. i do eat quite well to reduce it all.
watched the football last night liverpool needed to win and not conceded any as away goals count as two we lost 1-0 last week and won 2-1 last night 2-2 after extra time
lost on the away goal rule grrrrrrrr.
we do still have a chance of 4th place a slim one at that basically we need to beat Chelsea who are top by 2 points followed by man united so if we beat Chelsea man united go top with one game left `clear as mud i know ` we then need man city and spurs to draw on Wednesday anything other and were buggered .
anyway am going to leave this bit till last.
Yesterday it would have been my dads 69th birthday its times like this when you try to stay busy would have loved to be working today but i need to think of myself for once . Carl knows what i get like around this time he did know dad used to have a pint with us when we were younger and also he picked out something for me to post.
I had herd this a few times it one of them things that just makes you think when you listen to the song.
when i found it before i just stooped and to say it brought allot of feelings would be putting it lightly taken me about an hour to write this last bit .thanks for reading DRU.
YouTube - Harry Chapin - Cats in the cradle and silver spoon music video
THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS DAD XXXXX
being honest my guts are playing up. suffered with it for several years there was a bad
incident about 5 years ago i wont go into it to much it was just a bad situation and ended up in hospital for a few days .so since then a sometimes get cramp like symptom as well as heartburn. i do eat quite well to reduce it all.
watched the football last night liverpool needed to win and not conceded any as away goals count as two we lost 1-0 last week and won 2-1 last night 2-2 after extra time
lost on the away goal rule grrrrrrrr.
we do still have a chance of 4th place a slim one at that basically we need to beat Chelsea who are top by 2 points followed by man united so if we beat Chelsea man united go top with one game left `clear as mud i know ` we then need man city and spurs to draw on Wednesday anything other and were buggered .
anyway am going to leave this bit till last.
Yesterday it would have been my dads 69th birthday its times like this when you try to stay busy would have loved to be working today but i need to think of myself for once . Carl knows what i get like around this time he did know dad used to have a pint with us when we were younger and also he picked out something for me to post.
I had herd this a few times it one of them things that just makes you think when you listen to the song.
when i found it before i just stooped and to say it brought allot of feelings would be putting it lightly taken me about an hour to write this last bit .thanks for reading DRU.
YouTube - Harry Chapin - Cats in the cradle and silver spoon music video
THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS DAD XXXXX
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
LARRY - JASON YOU ARE STARS THANKS TO CODY
just a quick post this is memory of a fellow blogger who sadly past away in January
below is a link to a story Larry had followed and had asked to be included in
9091 Chapter 91 of: “Twinergy and the Boys of Clear Lake!” � Twinergy and the Boys of Clear Lake �
a massive thank you to the story writer CODY
below is a link to a story Larry had followed and had asked to be included in
9091 Chapter 91 of: “Twinergy and the Boys of Clear Lake!” � Twinergy and the Boys of Clear Lake �
a massive thank you to the story writer CODY
Monday, April 26, 2010
WHY DID I LIKE THIS LOT
Watched this on Saturday at work this lot were amassing
YouTube - Spelbound - Britain's Got Talent 2010 - Auditions Week 2
YouTube - Spelbound - Britain's Got Talent 2010 - Auditions Week 2
night owl
The past couple of days i have been on nights and its does`nt half mess your body clock
cant get used to going to bed when am usually getting up. There is a bonus tho i noticed that after doing a night my hormones are on overdrive come morning lol had 3 nights so now off for a few days even made Carl late for work this morning :).
Was my nephews birthday on Thursday so we went bowling i know very sensible for a 17 year old but didnt stop him from getting plastered with his mates also and his little brother 13 and a real pain in the arse. I got my nephew an applications card for his new I phone his mum got him and also bought him new England football shirt.
The new furniture we picked out last week arrived on Saturday was really looking forward to it even if it was self assembly am happy to put things together as long as it not to complicated if it is am asking Emma to ask her husband to drop in but we managed .
cant get used to going to bed when am usually getting up. There is a bonus tho i noticed that after doing a night my hormones are on overdrive come morning lol had 3 nights so now off for a few days even made Carl late for work this morning :).
Was my nephews birthday on Thursday so we went bowling i know very sensible for a 17 year old but didnt stop him from getting plastered with his mates also and his little brother 13 and a real pain in the arse. I got my nephew an applications card for his new I phone his mum got him and also bought him new England football shirt.
The new furniture we picked out last week arrived on Saturday was really looking forward to it even if it was self assembly am happy to put things together as long as it not to complicated if it is am asking Emma to ask her husband to drop in but we managed .
Saturday, April 24, 2010
going back to coming out.
so i was out to my family. dad he was happy as long as I was. Emma was ok with it also .
Mum on the other was difficult you could tell she was building things up but not saying anything really so one weekend dad had gone to visit granddad i could have gone to but i decided not to and mum didn't feel up to it . ad been out for most of the day knocking round with my mates in the city centre didnt know it well so i just visited places also it was boiling hot day when i got back home my neck was red raw forgot about sun cream. mum went mad when she noticed it I mentioned its only a bit of sun burn but she kept on at me . so i did what a normally did went to my room stayed out the way for a bit .
Bit later I came back down see what's for tea.
Shall we get a take away tonight?
Grate mum ?
Alriht what u fancy egg fried rice chicken in lemon source please mum smileing
she always knew what i liked :).
while she was ordering i was looking for something to drink in the fridge she must have herd the door open because she shouted help yourself to a larger if you want
Thanks mum TBH the warm weather gave me a hell of a first .
settling down in front of the telly watching blind date she comes in
God i hate her
who mum
her that cilla black cant stand her she wants to remember where she came from .
turn it over then mum
nar its alright
after we ate tea id had a few larger s and mum asked hows your neck has a look god that's gunna hurt tomorrow you know better put something on it comes back with some lotion and begins rubbing it in to my neck .
Mum is everything ok?
yer why u ask
just think you've been a bit quirt towards me mum
is it because
i know your gay am jut a bit worried about about you
theirs no need to mum am happy
but what if something happens when other people know your gay you could get hurt .
i wont mum am not gunna put myself into situations that id get hurt anyway.
id still be in them situations if i was straight mum?
silence
Mum do you wish i was straight ?
it`s perfectly normal mum to be Gay
I know its normal and am really proud of what you're doing and am sorry i haven't told you that yet but i am we both are .
that convocation only lasted a few mins but it broke allot of ground don't think mum fully understood till she caught me doing something later that year don't ask :).
Mum on the other was difficult you could tell she was building things up but not saying anything really so one weekend dad had gone to visit granddad i could have gone to but i decided not to and mum didn't feel up to it . ad been out for most of the day knocking round with my mates in the city centre didnt know it well so i just visited places also it was boiling hot day when i got back home my neck was red raw forgot about sun cream. mum went mad when she noticed it I mentioned its only a bit of sun burn but she kept on at me . so i did what a normally did went to my room stayed out the way for a bit .
Bit later I came back down see what's for tea.
Shall we get a take away tonight?
Grate mum ?
Alriht what u fancy egg fried rice chicken in lemon source please mum smileing
she always knew what i liked :).
while she was ordering i was looking for something to drink in the fridge she must have herd the door open because she shouted help yourself to a larger if you want
Thanks mum TBH the warm weather gave me a hell of a first .
settling down in front of the telly watching blind date she comes in
God i hate her
who mum
her that cilla black cant stand her she wants to remember where she came from .
turn it over then mum
nar its alright
after we ate tea id had a few larger s and mum asked hows your neck has a look god that's gunna hurt tomorrow you know better put something on it comes back with some lotion and begins rubbing it in to my neck .
Mum is everything ok?
yer why u ask
just think you've been a bit quirt towards me mum
is it because
i know your gay am jut a bit worried about about you
theirs no need to mum am happy
but what if something happens when other people know your gay you could get hurt .
i wont mum am not gunna put myself into situations that id get hurt anyway.
id still be in them situations if i was straight mum?
silence
Mum do you wish i was straight ?
it`s perfectly normal mum to be Gay
I know its normal and am really proud of what you're doing and am sorry i haven't told you that yet but i am we both are .
that convocation only lasted a few mins but it broke allot of ground don't think mum fully understood till she caught me doing something later that year don't ask :).
Thursday, April 22, 2010
for Malcolm McLaren
last week the music industry lost a grate pioneer Malcolm McLaren was responsible for giving the uk punk with the sex pistols who he managed and gave them the opportunity
to be different to be themselves . the result was THE SEX PISTOLS they were only together about 3 years but during that time they encouraged others to follow suit and countless acts did like the jam . the clash , buzcocks ,the fall,joy division the list is endless . am not saying the he was personally responsible for the success of these bands but in the beginning he gave a band the exposure they needed and see what happens.
Malcolm`s funeral is today in London his family have requested fans find the loudest track they have and at 12 noon play the thing at full volume as a mark of respect of a grate man .
i have chosen something that i herd years ago could have choose anything but this is
something different
YouTube - Kashmir - Led Zeppelin
Sunday, April 18, 2010
sunday roast
Am stuffed been out at Carls parents since 10 am bit early for a Sunday but what the hell.Carl`s parents are really lovely people.
Tina his mum i love to bits can have a laugh with her and T B H shes always looked out for me making sure am alright known her since i was 17 when i knew Carl i occupationally stopped over .
his dad rob is ok plays golf allot not my thing golf .
but like Tina has looked out for me they say i bring the best out of Carl put a smile on his face i try my best :).
we have had several conversations about my mum & dad i can talk to them well most of the time i just tell Carl he should be grateful he still has them around am sure he does appreciate the effort that they make towards me .
had roast lamb today always been a favourite of mine followed by jam roly-poly spoiling me now lol
had several bottles of red wine so best leave it at that
ps really don't wanna sound as if am ungrateful but i would appreciate a few more comments its not important but i do like your comments
xxx
Tina his mum i love to bits can have a laugh with her and T B H shes always looked out for me making sure am alright known her since i was 17 when i knew Carl i occupationally stopped over .
his dad rob is ok plays golf allot not my thing golf .
but like Tina has looked out for me they say i bring the best out of Carl put a smile on his face i try my best :).
we have had several conversations about my mum & dad i can talk to them well most of the time i just tell Carl he should be grateful he still has them around am sure he does appreciate the effort that they make towards me .
had roast lamb today always been a favourite of mine followed by jam roly-poly spoiling me now lol
had several bottles of red wine so best leave it at that
ps really don't wanna sound as if am ungrateful but i would appreciate a few more comments its not important but i do like your comments
xxx
record shop day
Was reminded before that yesterday was national record shop day a day to encourage music lovers or collectors to visit independent record shops not HMV or zavid same thing different name owned by HMV . More privet shops who sell cd`s vinal or LPs at and a fair bit cheaper than major shops who tend to charge full price between £10-12 .
When i was in my late teens early 20s I spent many a Saturday going with dad to little music shops most had second hand cd sections dad would spend ages just looking thro the classic rock section for various stuff like Beatles, stones ,kinks, who, to dad it wast`nt about MODS V ROCKERS it was about appreciation of the music dad had collected records since he was a teenager growing up in Liverpool in the late 1960s and in the space of about 25 years he had collected hundreds of albums some are a bit on the weird
side like frank zapper or early pink Floyd to more better known groups.
later years he discovered cd`s which dad used spend Saturdays doing browsing record shops and record fairs and Sundays he searched car boots like huge secound hand markets mum had encouraged him to at least some of his collection as his cd+ vinals =
allot of room dad sold a whole bunch of them to a collector about 300 altogether Lps
and singles for £300 all of witch went on other cd`s mum went spare lol .
today the privet cd collector shops have gone second hand cd shops hardly exist today
as for todays technology downloads mp3s I pod`s and the internet not sure what he would think well i do but best not repeating it
Saturday, April 17, 2010
just like mary poppins
so the past few days av had the cleaning bug and trying really hard to involve Carl to do the same not easy cral`s never been one for being tidy around the house usually me who cleans or make Carl do it he`s only just started using the washing machine.
But he is trying his best bless him .also we have been shopping for new curtains duvet covers
and furniture all of witch have to match and blend in with everything else am a bit
fussy like that can take me hours to arrange one room witch winds Carl up no end lol.
says am like Monica of tv show fiends lol am not that bad am sure . we spent several hundred pounds on new stuff i say we was more Carl but i will pay my bit if he likes it or not . were going to carls mum and dads tomorrow for Sunday lunch love a big sunday lunch not the same with just two of you his mum is really nice calls Carl names ad never get away with his dad loves golf, cricket,usually fall asleep watching either of them on tv
works much easer now the managers back so glad of that makes my work so much easer
Thursday, April 15, 2010
comeing out to mum dad granddad
November 19 92 it was my 16th birthday when i decided to tell everyone else so i thought. but Emma thought i should tell dad and granddad together and not on my bithday either as it would spoil my day she also suggested i tell them by myself CHEERS EMMA
so the morning after the party nothing big just a few friends i thought i was wrong about an hour before all my cousins turned up in a big minibus about 12 altogether some i hadn't seen in years Craig and his brothers were there. no paddy tho!was a really nice party no fights no police called nothing .
next day when they all went home i knew i had to do it dad and granddad were in the lounge watching something mum was out. was really scared now Emma was upstairs just in-case lol so i go in to them
dad -granddad got something to tell u.
what is it lad?
me- i need to tell you both something don`t be mad please.
what you done now?
me-i haven't done anything dad am erm gay.
say that again son?
am gay dad-granddad am sorry
am now sat next to them
granddad says why son why are you sorry?
me i dont know granddad wasnt sure how you`d both take it
dad-have you told your mother yet?
me Emma asked me not to
dad how long she friggin known ?
me am sorry dad.
granddad you`ve done nothing wrong so why be sorry?
dad so you are planning on telling your mum then ?
me of cores dad .
dad me dad`s right youve done nothing wrong son am not disappointed ?
grandad fucking hell what you going to tell your mother ?
dad do you want me to do it son ?
me no dad i gotta do it with Emma
dad mutters thank fuck for that and start laughing
me so you alright with it then .
dad as long as you dont tell me what you got up to .
grandad and as long as your safe lad ?.
this went better than expected i fell mum was next later on as dad took grandad back to liverpool
I ask Emma if i cud do the talking if she stayed about which was ok
mum can i talk to you
about what?
me mum ive got something to tell you.
i knew something was up?
me mum am gay .
get away your not ?
me mum am gay stood next to her with arm on her sholder.
how?
me how do u mean mum.
well how do you know your gay ?
me becoz i like boys mum .
like kissed boys?
me yes mum i have .
have you told your dad
me i told him and granddad before mum.
what did he say.
me he didnt say a grate deal mum just that av done nothing wrong and he`s not mad at me .
Emma he`s been really grown up about this mum honest are you going to tell uncle peter her brother .
why should i have to ?.
me mum ?
forget about uncle alright ?
me crying mum i dint mean to .
FORGET IT ?
YouTube - The Shamen - Ebeneezer Goode Lyrics
Again something playing all the time at the time
uncle peter was my mums brother didnt see allot of him much dad wasn't keen on him.
he was also the only contact we had with mums family lived in Ireland heavy church goers and would have been really mad if they knew there grandson was gay. they took the view that gay people will burn in hell ......
like to say it was all plain sailing but it wasnt took about 6 month before they excepted it .
so the morning after the party nothing big just a few friends i thought i was wrong about an hour before all my cousins turned up in a big minibus about 12 altogether some i hadn't seen in years Craig and his brothers were there. no paddy tho!was a really nice party no fights no police called nothing .
next day when they all went home i knew i had to do it dad and granddad were in the lounge watching something mum was out. was really scared now Emma was upstairs just in-case lol so i go in to them
dad -granddad got something to tell u.
what is it lad?
me- i need to tell you both something don`t be mad please.
what you done now?
me-i haven't done anything dad am erm gay.
say that again son?
am gay dad-granddad am sorry
am now sat next to them
granddad says why son why are you sorry?
me i dont know granddad wasnt sure how you`d both take it
dad-have you told your mother yet?
me Emma asked me not to
dad how long she friggin known ?
me am sorry dad.
granddad you`ve done nothing wrong so why be sorry?
dad so you are planning on telling your mum then ?
me of cores dad .
dad me dad`s right youve done nothing wrong son am not disappointed ?
grandad fucking hell what you going to tell your mother ?
dad do you want me to do it son ?
me no dad i gotta do it with Emma
dad mutters thank fuck for that and start laughing
me so you alright with it then .
dad as long as you dont tell me what you got up to .
grandad and as long as your safe lad ?.
this went better than expected i fell mum was next later on as dad took grandad back to liverpool
I ask Emma if i cud do the talking if she stayed about which was ok
mum can i talk to you
about what?
me mum ive got something to tell you.
i knew something was up?
me mum am gay .
get away your not ?
me mum am gay stood next to her with arm on her sholder.
how?
me how do u mean mum.
well how do you know your gay ?
me becoz i like boys mum .
like kissed boys?
me yes mum i have .
have you told your dad
me i told him and granddad before mum.
what did he say.
me he didnt say a grate deal mum just that av done nothing wrong and he`s not mad at me .
Emma he`s been really grown up about this mum honest are you going to tell uncle peter her brother .
why should i have to ?.
me mum ?
forget about uncle alright ?
me crying mum i dint mean to .
FORGET IT ?
YouTube - The Shamen - Ebeneezer Goode Lyrics
Again something playing all the time at the time
uncle peter was my mums brother didnt see allot of him much dad wasn't keen on him.
he was also the only contact we had with mums family lived in Ireland heavy church goers and would have been really mad if they knew there grandson was gay. they took the view that gay people will burn in hell ......
like to say it was all plain sailing but it wasnt took about 6 month before they excepted it .
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
how i came out part one EMMA
Ok in 19 92 i came out to my family i came out to my sister Emma first in summer holidays i was 15 years old Emma was 21 and had a flat in Liverpool mum and dad and me had moved to Nottingham that January.
Also granddad was in Liverpool not far from Emma s so she was able to check on him
Nan had died in the October 91 so i wanted to have some time with granddad i know he missed nan we all did he was fine as long as he kept busy was helping him decorate the house .
also i missed my sister not easy to say a 15 but i really did and i knew i wanted to tell her wanted someone on my side first and i thought she`d be supportive .
I had a few cousins i wanted to catch up with Craig was one he was 17 and always got on well with him we`d talked allot lately missed him allot homesick i think also he had a mate paddy fancied paddy allot we had wanked one another off and took it a bit further camping the previous summer sucked him off exc
anyway one evening i was out with my cousins and had been drinking round at theirs larger bit of vodka was pissed as a fart when i got back to Emma s at half 11 wasn't happy that i was pissed want to go and kick my cousins head in but she did see the funny side to it i knew i had to tell her and didnt have a care in the world in that state so i sat down next to her and mumbled Emma am gay she didn't respond so i sed it again nothing by now am getting a bit mad so i shouted FUCKS SAKE EMMA AM GAY.as loud as i could I she thought i was having her on WHY WOULD I KID YOU ABOUT THIS EM.
and stormed off to bed was crying when i got to the room few mins later Emma comes in the room . SORRY EMMA BUT I AM Emma sat on the bed with me and squeezed the life outa me she asked me things like how long have i been like this, who else knows , have you sed anything to granddad yet, no Emma only told you at moment .BETTER NOT TELL FUCKING GRANDDAD THIS COULD KILL HIM YA KNOW. must have been there talking for over an hour just chatting she occupationally got mad at me but i think it was more shock.
next morning i woke with the mother of all hangovers then i remembered what id told Emma and thought OH FUCK WHAT HAVE I DONE . Emma was out when i got up didn't know what to do just thinking what do i do now she came back a bit later i was shitting myself who`s she told .
got something for ya theirs leaflets about Aids, STD, and having tests , and a box of condoms Emma who have you told about this crying again. bloody no-one its not up to me is it i would like you to be honest with me tho sat next to me have u had sex with anyone yet you don't have to tell me it up to you no Emma honest just other stuff that's alright then but you will be careful wont ya .
i ended up staying a few days longer than i expected and i did tell her about the previous summer and who with thought she go mental and threaten to break his legs
usually does even today .
looking back i think if i was right to come out then should i have told mum ad dad first . it was fine i had Emma on my side and it brought me closer than ever to her
the vdeo i posted reminded me of that summer it was on everywhere and brings back fond memories about that summer . i felt i had grown up a bit in them few weeks
and a huge waight had been taken off me
YouTube - Rhythm is a dancer
dru
Also granddad was in Liverpool not far from Emma s so she was able to check on him
Nan had died in the October 91 so i wanted to have some time with granddad i know he missed nan we all did he was fine as long as he kept busy was helping him decorate the house .
also i missed my sister not easy to say a 15 but i really did and i knew i wanted to tell her wanted someone on my side first and i thought she`d be supportive .
I had a few cousins i wanted to catch up with Craig was one he was 17 and always got on well with him we`d talked allot lately missed him allot homesick i think also he had a mate paddy fancied paddy allot we had wanked one another off and took it a bit further camping the previous summer sucked him off exc
anyway one evening i was out with my cousins and had been drinking round at theirs larger bit of vodka was pissed as a fart when i got back to Emma s at half 11 wasn't happy that i was pissed want to go and kick my cousins head in but she did see the funny side to it i knew i had to tell her and didnt have a care in the world in that state so i sat down next to her and mumbled Emma am gay she didn't respond so i sed it again nothing by now am getting a bit mad so i shouted FUCKS SAKE EMMA AM GAY.as loud as i could I she thought i was having her on WHY WOULD I KID YOU ABOUT THIS EM.
and stormed off to bed was crying when i got to the room few mins later Emma comes in the room . SORRY EMMA BUT I AM Emma sat on the bed with me and squeezed the life outa me she asked me things like how long have i been like this, who else knows , have you sed anything to granddad yet, no Emma only told you at moment .BETTER NOT TELL FUCKING GRANDDAD THIS COULD KILL HIM YA KNOW. must have been there talking for over an hour just chatting she occupationally got mad at me but i think it was more shock.
next morning i woke with the mother of all hangovers then i remembered what id told Emma and thought OH FUCK WHAT HAVE I DONE . Emma was out when i got up didn't know what to do just thinking what do i do now she came back a bit later i was shitting myself who`s she told .
got something for ya theirs leaflets about Aids, STD, and having tests , and a box of condoms Emma who have you told about this crying again. bloody no-one its not up to me is it i would like you to be honest with me tho sat next to me have u had sex with anyone yet you don't have to tell me it up to you no Emma honest just other stuff that's alright then but you will be careful wont ya .
i ended up staying a few days longer than i expected and i did tell her about the previous summer and who with thought she go mental and threaten to break his legs
usually does even today .
looking back i think if i was right to come out then should i have told mum ad dad first . it was fine i had Emma on my side and it brought me closer than ever to her
the vdeo i posted reminded me of that summer it was on everywhere and brings back fond memories about that summer . i felt i had grown up a bit in them few weeks
and a huge waight had been taken off me
YouTube - Rhythm is a dancer
dru
Sunday, April 11, 2010
JUST A BIG FAIRY.
Past few days have been interesting on Thursday me and Carl did something we haven't done this year we went to reflections its a health club a gay one they do exist honest
anyway we used to go few times a month but we haven't felt like going . anyway at the club theirs jacuzzi huge one enough for 10 i kid you not also smaller ones . steam rooms or sauna ,little gym as well as meeting places and a shop dont think i need to mention what the shop sells but it is a gay health club .
anyway we usually go for the small jacuzzi 2-3 people only and then a sauna Carl usually chats with anyone whos about including me of cores:) me i talk to people i know
maybe smile at people i don't there are people who would use the club for other reasons than to just to relax :) i will admit i do look at whats going on around me enough to me even the gayest man in the world ( that's probably Elton John am kidding:)
blush.
so i suggest you use your imagination from hear on.....
so after all that we went for a Chinese meal and bitched about what we saw in the club were both very good at bitching probably most gay people are good at it :O WHAT
Friday i met up with on old friend used to go out together not like that hes straight :} anyway he used to have this group a tribute act THE SPICE RACK . piss take of spice girls
ninja spice does kung fu moves badly
naughty spice nurses uniform fake boobs exc
sloshed spice acts pissed sometimes was
daisy spice cows outfit sometimes that was me
fairy spice dressed as a big fairy and wand shoved down the front that was me if not as daisy .
I DONT CARE WHOS LAUGHING this was all done for charity and helped raise allot of money over 40 thousand pounds over a couple of years
but we had a good natter and laugh and there was allot of them believe me there was even a lads holiday in turkey that involved a certain piercing i had .:O i may mention that one day
yesterday me and Carl went to the coast skegness or skeggy . was a really nice day esp as i wasnt driving was lovely there was cooler lots of people about lots of drunken acts not me this time honest was a joy to watch drunk people fighting its hilarious honest .
this past fortnight has been a bit up and down what with work and that also doctor says my levels of depression are up i was a bit worried he`d say i was getting clinically depressed i have seen what that does to people and in no way do i want to find myself get like that . people say its ok to be depressed that clinical depression isn't the end of the world.
now i know i may be a bit stubborn i admit that. but ive seen what it does to you the state it gets you in the state of mind you are in .
its not me that's all am saying am better than that .
DRU
anyway we used to go few times a month but we haven't felt like going . anyway at the club theirs jacuzzi huge one enough for 10 i kid you not also smaller ones . steam rooms or sauna ,little gym as well as meeting places and a shop dont think i need to mention what the shop sells but it is a gay health club .
anyway we usually go for the small jacuzzi 2-3 people only and then a sauna Carl usually chats with anyone whos about including me of cores:) me i talk to people i know
maybe smile at people i don't there are people who would use the club for other reasons than to just to relax :) i will admit i do look at whats going on around me enough to me even the gayest man in the world ( that's probably Elton John am kidding:)
blush.
so i suggest you use your imagination from hear on.....
so after all that we went for a Chinese meal and bitched about what we saw in the club were both very good at bitching probably most gay people are good at it :O WHAT
Friday i met up with on old friend used to go out together not like that hes straight :} anyway he used to have this group a tribute act THE SPICE RACK . piss take of spice girls
ninja spice does kung fu moves badly
naughty spice nurses uniform fake boobs exc
sloshed spice acts pissed sometimes was
daisy spice cows outfit sometimes that was me
fairy spice dressed as a big fairy and wand shoved down the front that was me if not as daisy .
I DONT CARE WHOS LAUGHING this was all done for charity and helped raise allot of money over 40 thousand pounds over a couple of years
but we had a good natter and laugh and there was allot of them believe me there was even a lads holiday in turkey that involved a certain piercing i had .:O i may mention that one day
yesterday me and Carl went to the coast skegness or skeggy . was a really nice day esp as i wasnt driving was lovely there was cooler lots of people about lots of drunken acts not me this time honest was a joy to watch drunk people fighting its hilarious honest .
this past fortnight has been a bit up and down what with work and that also doctor says my levels of depression are up i was a bit worried he`d say i was getting clinically depressed i have seen what that does to people and in no way do i want to find myself get like that . people say its ok to be depressed that clinical depression isn't the end of the world.
now i know i may be a bit stubborn i admit that. but ive seen what it does to you the state it gets you in the state of mind you are in .
its not me that's all am saying am better than that .
DRU
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
you only tell me you love me when ur drunk
expected work to be really stressful today what with yesterdays crap . but no was asked
to go into the office and was told that there is long list of complaints about her manor and her attitude also performance problem is she don't work for us its social services who employ her so am told they had no option but to suspend her pending further investigations this has happened before .
yesterdays post was more a rant at things.
anyway happy things PET SHOP BOYS playing nottingham festival OMG Carl`s got some tickets OMFG.
not mentioned this yet but am a massive massive massive fan i have everything they did
over 25 years together went to see them in birmingham few years ago WOW thats the best way to put it . so am expecting a few sleepless nights when it gets near . have posted one of my favourite tracks i could have posted a whole load more but this one is brilliant live .
YouTube - Pet
Shop Boys - You Only Tell Me You Love ....
have a doctors appointment tomorrow about my mood swings had them before TBH it made me really ill last time on top of it these days
to go into the office and was told that there is long list of complaints about her manor and her attitude also performance problem is she don't work for us its social services who employ her so am told they had no option but to suspend her pending further investigations this has happened before .
yesterdays post was more a rant at things.
anyway happy things PET SHOP BOYS playing nottingham festival OMG Carl`s got some tickets OMFG.
not mentioned this yet but am a massive massive massive fan i have everything they did
over 25 years together went to see them in birmingham few years ago WOW thats the best way to put it . so am expecting a few sleepless nights when it gets near . have posted one of my favourite tracks i could have posted a whole load more but this one is brilliant live .
YouTube - Pet
Shop Boys - You Only Tell Me You Love ....
have a doctors appointment tomorrow about my mood swings had them before TBH it made me really ill last time on top of it these days
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
it means nothing
so today was the annual inspection she was supposed to turn up at 10 am instead she arrives at 8 am in the space of an hour without me she had upset the staff
, found faults with the finances
, helped herself to breakfast using service users food ,
told staff how to do there job ,
so when i get there am already pissed off because
#shes come early ,supposed to come at the time given ,but doesnt have to .
#helped herself to other peoples food.she put in report she was offered the food so she lied .
#faults with finances there wasn't any it was all correct . she was checking the wrong books .
i haven't been looking forward to today at all as soon as i herd she was coming a few weeks back id been dreading it i have met her before few years back and she has a major attitude problem with me being GAY .
todays just been one of them days dont even know why am writing all this really its pointless gibberish to some people.
I mean does anyone really give a fuck what i say
or even understand.
DRUCLOUD
, found faults with the finances
, helped herself to breakfast using service users food ,
told staff how to do there job ,
so when i get there am already pissed off because
#shes come early ,supposed to come at the time given ,but doesnt have to .
#helped herself to other peoples food.she put in report she was offered the food so she lied .
#faults with finances there wasn't any it was all correct . she was checking the wrong books .
i haven't been looking forward to today at all as soon as i herd she was coming a few weeks back id been dreading it i have met her before few years back and she has a major attitude problem with me being GAY .
todays just been one of them days dont even know why am writing all this really its pointless gibberish to some people.
I mean does anyone really give a fuck what i say
or even understand.
DRUCLOUD
Monday, April 05, 2010
IT`S ALL CLEAN FUN. WELL SORT OF
Before Carl i will admit there were a few hits and misses a few i am willing to share with you brace yourselves.
while at collage i made friends with quite a few people via a gay support group at the collage best thing i have ever did support wise . I also got to know i few people who wanted to have fun try something new they include
having sex in cars.
blow job in a empty class room giving and receiving.
sex in toilets usually gay bar .
also on nights outs after i had finished college i had a few fumbles in shop doorway`s.
Once i had my hand down a guys trousers and i guy walking his dog walks past and the dog starts sniffing round my arse thought it was my mates playing around next day am in a shop and who walks in same man same dog and he says enjoy last night did you ?.
I ve had a few bad dates also like meeting a guy off the internet bad choice i know
once i realised what he was like i mate a very quick exit
few one-night stands some weren't bad but some make me cringe today like the guy who asked me to cum over his man boobs and rub it in or the guy who asked me to rub it in his armpits !!!!!!!!!!!!
also there have been friends id had fun with nothing init just sex
believe it or not these are the ones i am happy to mention there are a few i would rather not mention
while at collage i made friends with quite a few people via a gay support group at the collage best thing i have ever did support wise . I also got to know i few people who wanted to have fun try something new they include
having sex in cars.
blow job in a empty class room giving and receiving.
sex in toilets usually gay bar .
also on nights outs after i had finished college i had a few fumbles in shop doorway`s.
Once i had my hand down a guys trousers and i guy walking his dog walks past and the dog starts sniffing round my arse thought it was my mates playing around next day am in a shop and who walks in same man same dog and he says enjoy last night did you ?.
I ve had a few bad dates also like meeting a guy off the internet bad choice i know
once i realised what he was like i mate a very quick exit
few one-night stands some weren't bad but some make me cringe today like the guy who asked me to cum over his man boobs and rub it in or the guy who asked me to rub it in his armpits !!!!!!!!!!!!
also there have been friends id had fun with nothing init just sex
believe it or not these are the ones i am happy to mention there are a few i would rather not mention
JJ&MIKE
HI EVERYONE
been away for a few days with carl visiting friends Carl`s relatives been alright nice couple .
anyway got back early as work tomorrow. was checking JJ`S blog and he came out to his mum & dad wow that's really cool i know JJ didn't like hiding this from his parents was just waiting for the right moment am sure things will be OK for you two and his background designed by a cool friend of his Ryan just have a little problem with it the
eyes in the background its as if there following you around lol. anyway i posted a song i`ve loved for years and it helped me when i came out to my parents in 19.91 seems like a lifetime ago
YouTube - Bob Marley- Three little Birds with lirics
bit of a difficult week at work got a annual inspection been dreading this hope it goes well.
Thursday, April 01, 2010
Spread
Chocolate Willy
Spread, Chocolate Willy, Willy Spread, Nipple Spread, Chocolate Sauce, Chocolate Spread
this is just a waist of money i feel that cream eggs do a much better job tried and tested lol
Spread, Chocolate Willy, Willy Spread, Nipple Spread, Chocolate Sauce, Chocolate Spread
this is just a waist of money i feel that cream eggs do a much better job tried and tested lol
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
cheer up
YouTube
- Paperback Writer by The Beatles with lyrics
something to cheer me up! crap day at work just pages and pages of paper work and forms my fingers are bloody killing me
red pressure marks where pen was.
Not easy to write when your stressed i had to come home finish it off at home.
i dont get like this allot just now & again when am best left alone. I admit i bought myself a nice bottle of red wine on the way home
that sometimes helps me relax and a steaming hot bath helps to as well and jack its as if he knows something s up .
The song i chose is one that my dad would play again and again i find it such a lively track its like 100 miles an hour stuff
maybe am missing dad nothing special about today but i guess there are days when its just there . today is quite mild compared
to a few years back when i honestly couldn't see a way forward.as the years have gone iv`e learnt to deal with not having mum&dad around
but they are with me in spirit .think that red wines getting to me.
carls still away probably best best off days like these am best being left alone . Emma is worse than me she gets really mad at everyone me i just
go really quirt .
xxxxxx DRU
- Paperback Writer by The Beatles with lyrics
something to cheer me up! crap day at work just pages and pages of paper work and forms my fingers are bloody killing me
red pressure marks where pen was.
Not easy to write when your stressed i had to come home finish it off at home.
i dont get like this allot just now & again when am best left alone. I admit i bought myself a nice bottle of red wine on the way home
that sometimes helps me relax and a steaming hot bath helps to as well and jack its as if he knows something s up .
The song i chose is one that my dad would play again and again i find it such a lively track its like 100 miles an hour stuff
maybe am missing dad nothing special about today but i guess there are days when its just there . today is quite mild compared
to a few years back when i honestly couldn't see a way forward.as the years have gone iv`e learnt to deal with not having mum&dad around
but they are with me in spirit .think that red wines getting to me.
carls still away probably best best off days like these am best being left alone . Emma is worse than me she gets really mad at everyone me i just
go really quirt .
xxxxxx DRU
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
noooooooooooo you are kidding
am shocked honest mind you with an arse like his there must have been a few guys dreaming of giving him one not me tho well not till now anyway.
BBC News - I am proud to be gay, says pop star Ricky Martin
BBC News - I am proud to be gay, says pop star Ricky Martin
jack says hello
Had the training group today i think i did alright there was about 10 staff altogether
from various homes . today was report writing and explaining the legal aspect of it
bit to much for me to explain hear but basically its about keeping things simple and easy to understand as well as the consequence's if you dont and theirs an accident.
I have seen other people do this training leaving new staff almost in tears and shitting themselves.its easer to have a friendly approach throw in a few stories that
will put them at ease in the end you get the same results as the aggressive approach.
clear as mud i know.
my nephew tim has invited me to his 18 th birthday bash in a few weeks not sure if i can take an evening with a load of mad teenagers lol but i sed i would go as my sister his mum is going to this should be fun .
carls not about for a few days working away with his dad looking at some property to buy then rent out as flats youd be amassed how much his dads company makes even with the recession going on . so just me and jack my cat around i do miss carl when he`s away well sometimes :).
from various homes . today was report writing and explaining the legal aspect of it
bit to much for me to explain hear but basically its about keeping things simple and easy to understand as well as the consequence's if you dont and theirs an accident.
I have seen other people do this training leaving new staff almost in tears and shitting themselves.its easer to have a friendly approach throw in a few stories that
will put them at ease in the end you get the same results as the aggressive approach.
clear as mud i know.
my nephew tim has invited me to his 18 th birthday bash in a few weeks not sure if i can take an evening with a load of mad teenagers lol but i sed i would go as my sister his mum is going to this should be fun .
carls not about for a few days working away with his dad looking at some property to buy then rent out as flats youd be amassed how much his dads company makes even with the recession going on . so just me and jack my cat around i do miss carl when he`s away well sometimes :).
Thursday, March 25, 2010
stuff
bit boring today nothing much to say really.
so this is just random stuff the past exc .
before Carl came along i was happy free enjoyed night out geting waisted was having lots off fun with little commitment involved. (think you know what am saying :O)
Didn't care much but i suppose something deep down was chipping away. the going home alone most weeks . WHAT !!! anyway i guess i was blocking this feeling with just going out having fun . Had a few friends id make out with !!! i know the shame of it all
Still had that thing chipping away inside used to love going clubbing NG1 most weeks my favourite song that alway got me dancing is below.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJbB4UYeDiQ
It still makes me smile today.
anyway this feeling that i keep getting was getting to me worrying me a bit.
I was doing allot of hours at work and going to the pub after needed to relax
Anyway i was asked to attend a review at the hospital for someone moving into there own home and on the way out i hear a familiar voice shouting it was carl.
you know that niggling feeling i was getting it was him
that feeling i was ignoring was Carl
it slowly eased off i was spending more time at his house days at a time till things began happen between us .
see what happens on boring days i Wright all this.
DRU
PS
the picture at the top just something ive saved its not me by the way i wish
pps video wont play hate that find cicero love is everywhere on you tube or something
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
bits and pieces.
This is just random stuff
CARL LIVING WITH ME
carl moved in with me in January he asked me over Christmas and took me about a week to give him an answer he had his house and i had my house and he thought i should move in with him.:0
CHILL OUT
love having time alone with comic`s DC always i have nearly a thousand some are quite rare about £250.00 each last time i checked but the price can increase or decrease slightly also i have about 150 cds used to be my dads various 60`s 70`s rock Beatles, stones ,kinks , Neil young , also mine killers, chilli peppers, .
these are in the spare room with stereo and a sofa- bed . can spend hours in there .
Jack
my cat is called jack he`s 4 human years and is black with white round nose and basically has the run of the house hes not alowed in the bedroom anymore carl insisted he jack has a brother FROST lives with my sister did have both of them but they were killing each other only had both for a few days. so my sister took one
ELLIE-MAE
my sisters best friend has a little girl 4 this year and my sister and me are god parents ellie was 3 month early and was in hospital for a few months had a little hole in her heart i got on well with jen her mum known her years anyway when she was born me and my sister used to go to the hospital to visits them as jen had a family room at the hospital anyway after a few months of this jen asked emma and me if we would consider being god parents . this took me off guard and i cried for ages
corse Emma thought it was funny me in tears till i told her why that ad been really low for a while and beaing asked to be Ellie s guardian was such a boost .
Ellie was christened just before her first birthday will never forget that day ever.
CARL LIVING WITH ME
carl moved in with me in January he asked me over Christmas and took me about a week to give him an answer he had his house and i had my house and he thought i should move in with him.:0
CHILL OUT
love having time alone with comic`s DC always i have nearly a thousand some are quite rare about £250.00 each last time i checked but the price can increase or decrease slightly also i have about 150 cds used to be my dads various 60`s 70`s rock Beatles, stones ,kinks , Neil young , also mine killers, chilli peppers, .
these are in the spare room with stereo and a sofa- bed . can spend hours in there .
Jack
my cat is called jack he`s 4 human years and is black with white round nose and basically has the run of the house hes not alowed in the bedroom anymore carl insisted he jack has a brother FROST lives with my sister did have both of them but they were killing each other only had both for a few days. so my sister took one
ELLIE-MAE
my sisters best friend has a little girl 4 this year and my sister and me are god parents ellie was 3 month early and was in hospital for a few months had a little hole in her heart i got on well with jen her mum known her years anyway when she was born me and my sister used to go to the hospital to visits them as jen had a family room at the hospital anyway after a few months of this jen asked emma and me if we would consider being god parents . this took me off guard and i cried for ages
corse Emma thought it was funny me in tears till i told her why that ad been really low for a while and beaing asked to be Ellie s guardian was such a boost .
Ellie was christened just before her first birthday will never forget that day ever.
busy
Been a bit busy at work had mountains of paperwork someone's not pulling there weight
and its up to me and jill my boss to sort it out . i get on with Jill sort of on the same wave length for a woman anyway .
was telling me about one of the managers been caught having sex with one of his staff in the office and has now probably got an S.T.D put me right of my lunch he`s not
the cutest thing about 40 and a tub of lard .
been asked to do some epilepsy workshops as usual instructor is on maternity leave
i did the same things in my last job and it was al right give me a chance to work with other staff from different homes .
jills also on holiday soon for a fortnight witch means i have to run everything being the senior there am crapping myself i hate having to tell people what to do also while she`s away we have an inspection and i know the woman doing it to say we dont see eye to eye is putting it lightly.i may be phoning in sick that day :}.
and its up to me and jill my boss to sort it out . i get on with Jill sort of on the same wave length for a woman anyway .
was telling me about one of the managers been caught having sex with one of his staff in the office and has now probably got an S.T.D put me right of my lunch he`s not
the cutest thing about 40 and a tub of lard .
been asked to do some epilepsy workshops as usual instructor is on maternity leave
i did the same things in my last job and it was al right give me a chance to work with other staff from different homes .
jills also on holiday soon for a fortnight witch means i have to run everything being the senior there am crapping myself i hate having to tell people what to do also while she`s away we have an inspection and i know the woman doing it to say we dont see eye to eye is putting it lightly.i may be phoning in sick that day :}.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Springs Hear
Been ok today was expecting a backlash from some staff because of socker/football results yesterday but was fine only few sarcastic comments and i do like the banter
but yesterdays results were bad.
Work was grate everyone in a good mood and Chris James Martin were all happy that helps:) anyway we took them all out today to matlock bath and they all loved it not one
played up one usually does. Anyway they all went on cable cars some of the staff got a bit frightened which just made them laugh really . Then they stopped for lunch well Chris and James did martins a bit complicated needs feeding threw a tube in the belly usually this is done away from everyone privacy and all that usually we feed him in his van/car . all that chris and james need is food chopping and feeding .
they all enjoy different sounds smells and environments you can tell that they appreciate the effort the staff are making to make there lives as normal as possible.
anyway springs hear and the weathers warmer going to have to go shopping soon need some cloths for warmer weather already got loads from last year even some from Christmas that i haven't even worn yet but there out of season can`t have that .
mind you i only really shop at primark cheap & cheerful thats me
some people dont like primark because its usually made by 10 year old kids somewhere in a sweatshop in far east or something that dont bother me their bloody good machinist am not gunna complain about that .
catch you later
DRU
but yesterdays results were bad.
Work was grate everyone in a good mood and Chris James Martin were all happy that helps:) anyway we took them all out today to matlock bath and they all loved it not one
played up one usually does. Anyway they all went on cable cars some of the staff got a bit frightened which just made them laugh really . Then they stopped for lunch well Chris and James did martins a bit complicated needs feeding threw a tube in the belly usually this is done away from everyone privacy and all that usually we feed him in his van/car . all that chris and james need is food chopping and feeding .
they all enjoy different sounds smells and environments you can tell that they appreciate the effort the staff are making to make there lives as normal as possible.
anyway springs hear and the weathers warmer going to have to go shopping soon need some cloths for warmer weather already got loads from last year even some from Christmas that i haven't even worn yet but there out of season can`t have that .
mind you i only really shop at primark cheap & cheerful thats me
some people dont like primark because its usually made by 10 year old kids somewhere in a sweatshop in far east or something that dont bother me their bloody good machinist am not gunna complain about that .
catch you later
DRU
Sunday, March 21, 2010
come on
love my football carl usually goes out visiting not keen on football.
me i love it and i love my club LIVERPOOL FC today is big its a must win game i thin.
anyway hears who should shine today
YOU REDS
PS GUTTED
Saturday, March 20, 2010
carl.
have known Carl for years but only been together few years .
we used to go out drinking exc when we were 17 not easy getting served in pubs
i only looked about 15 but i was 6ft tall.
Anyway me and Carl usually ended up pissed as farts
and best gay mates sort off but nothing happened well not really.;} we looked out for each other
even had a secret word if a guy was pestering us we shout the word out and me or him would step in didn't happen allot honest.
Anyhow we usually ended up back at mum&Dads usually waking them up carl had a bit of a gob on him when pissed nothing changed lol.
Anyway this went on for a few years my dad now was friends with his and Carl thought the world of mum and dad . We lost contact due to his work commitments and i was working or at collage . i often thought about him what he was up to and i had my own flat now.
lost contact for 7 years. during them 7 years things had changed was having a rough time was stopping with a work mate as a had been evicted behind with rent anyway belive it or not we met again at hospital i had an appointment and he had been in a fight and was sitting in A&E and i herd him shouting his gob again lol.
Anyway i went to say hello and we just cried in the middle of A&E .
He`d wanted to contact me for ages and me likewise i don't think i could talk to people the way i talked to him its as if he understood more than anyone else. could also he`d had similar problems with drink drugs and we needed eatch other anyway soon after we went out together like old time s anyway we ended up in bed together at the end of the night. didnt sleep much :). .
three years later were together in love most of the time lol live together and cant see a life with out him .
Friday, March 19, 2010
WORK
I work with disabled adults in there own home the are all wheelchair bound so the all need things like bathing; dressing, cooking,cleaning, as well as helth and safety issues sounds hard but its easy once you are used to it . i am a senior support worker which means i get paperwork responsibility`s witch am happy with used to paperwork
there are 3 adults i look after
Chris he`s 29 blind cant talk known him for years as i worked with him in my last job he can still hear and understands every word . Chris has various health problems main one being epileptic bit complicated but means he has fits and needs regular medication . chris is a joy to work with always has been .loves his music like Abba and musicals as well as boy bands westlife exc none of which are my cup of tea .
James he`s 36 similar needs to Chris but bit more mobility ie will shuffle around the floor also he can self harm and does mans things saying no more.
Martin he`s 44 and has a long long list of health problems some muscular been in a wheelchair all his life also he cant digest food or drink so hes fed via a tube in his belly bit complicated again .
As i mentioned before it looks allot but not when you get used to it .
I used to only do this at weekends as i also used to be a social worker used to work with adults who had special needs one of them was Chris . also my job had allot of paperwork and i mean allot it took up most of the week sometimes i also had to visit clients in there home , day centre`s for reviews exc took allot of hours and overtime but i needed to be busy .
i did that for 7 years on off had to leave for a while after a year family stuff returned after 8 months off was glad they did i needed to get back to normal well for me it was normal .
i worked a hell of allot of hour`s then it was`nt money i just had to keep busy .
I left in January needed a change.
still racking my brains for a new national anthem if you have any suggestions ad like to hear them . I can only think of this
not sure tho :{
till next time
DRU
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
YouTube - British Anthem, God Save the Queen (with lyrics)
Come on admit it its past it . the united kingdom need`s something more ahem lively.
don't get me wrong i love my country but i find this tune really depressing and it goes on & on & on Zzz...
And i love Liz to bit`s but even she must get sick to the back teeth of this ... YouTube
- British Anthem, God Save the Queen (with lyrics)
- British Anthem, God Save the Queen (with lyrics)
you all still awake .
love to know what you all think maybe you have another tune to replace this monster .
another thing David Beckham i love the guy fantastic footballer and role model for football anyway he got injured an old injury that came back to haunt him and hes almost certain to miss the world cup in south Africa this year .. i have several friends who think that this is the end of the world.
Its a blessing i say hes not been the best player for a few years time to get someone else in
ive looked and there at least 5 alternative players fitter , younger , myself i would choose either Joe coal or Shaun Wright Phillips .
now i know some if not all of you could`nt give a rats ass about football but to me it`s in my blood .
till next time
DRU
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Inspiral Carpets - This Is How It Feels Video by Rab - MySpace Video
Inspiral Carpets - This Is How It Feels Video by Rab - MySpace Video
THIS IS WHERE THE BLOG TITLE COMES FROM
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY
Am not sure about elsewhere but hear in the UK its mothers day a day when everyone should appreciate and respect there mum even give mum a day off which is what me and my sister did
most years. I remember one year i was 5 i was in charge of boiled egg and toast for me this was a massive thing.
had to watch the water put the toast in the toaster sister made sure it`s not on to high so it wont burn .
drop the eggs in the water once it was boiling as my sister kept an eye on me and me shouting don`t look at me i can do it .
its was all done to perfection and i felt so proud of my self and i understood the importance of the whole thing it was mums day off a day the family should show just how much they love there mum. it was more or less the same every year i even managed Sunday roast in later years and always got her a card and always told her she was the best mum in the world .
this is 9th year mum & DAD haven't been around but me and Emma still get together on mothers day and buy some flowers exc just to reflect on the past .
Emma has her own family two boys 13 and 17 and they hardly lift a finger on mothers day but they do get her a card and shes happy with that .
its all down to family values i suppose when i was a kid i wasn't afraid to say thanks mum or thanks dad because my dad was the same with his parents always showed he was grateful for being there i know that mothers day has a wider meaning religion wise and its part of lent and also about showing gratitude to what you have today .
i know everyone has a different point of view and that's mine
dru
Saturday, March 13, 2010
THIS IS HOW IT FEELS.
What you think ? i like the title speaks for its self i think .
anyway how is everyone well i hope . most of you will have seen me around other blogs like jj`s, rowans , or rent boy named , there are a few others i like .
anyway bit about me am 33 look younger most people say but they don't notice
the grey hair`s and believe me they are there .
am gay, don't act it really been gay since school usual looking after PE was 10 but had a girlfriend was in denial for a few years but still looked and even found some magazines was looking at men's cocks & arses instead of the women .
my sister Emma shes 6 years older born in 19 70 she doesn't look much younger if anything she looks older will kill me for saying that .
anyway i need to say something about some of the blogs and story i read
http://arentboynamed.wordpress.com/ Tristan strangebrew is the writer of this beautiful , hart warming story about a group of homeless children living on the streets of LA in 19.69-70 i have read this story several times and every time i spot something i missed last time anyway check it out leave a comment .
next http://dailyodoings.blogspot.com/ Rowan`s blog Rowan is a young man who has a heart of gold he studies hard and and finds time to help others. how he manages it all i don't know .
i found rowans blog on the rent boys story page i just sort of came across it . rowan is just getting on with life i have allot of respect for rowan will make someone very happy in years to come .
next up http://3jhome.blogspot.com/ AH jj how could i not mention you on 23rd January 2010
9 weeks ago i make it anyway since the 23rd of Jan JJ who is 13 has fallen in love with his best friend mike , been in hospital to have his appendix out . dealing with other issues all this in 9 weeks he didn't even know what a blog is 9 weeks ago or things like google . to say i have respect for JJ is putting it lightly am so proud of him and what he has achieved in such a short time he`s still only 13 and mike is a wonderfull guy he`s 14 and like JJ has been thro so much and love the bones of both of you .
http://raron-raron.blogspot.com/ rarons not been bloging long but like jj he sort of grows on you and he`s a hell of a poet
and last but no means least jack first blog i commented on jack is a really sweet lad in his last year at school jack is a grate writer one of few people who writes a story as well as his bloging i have allot of time for jack talks allot of sense
http://theycallmejack.wordpress.com
that`s about it see you soon
anyway how is everyone well i hope . most of you will have seen me around other blogs like jj`s, rowans , or rent boy named , there are a few others i like .
anyway bit about me am 33 look younger most people say but they don't notice
the grey hair`s and believe me they are there .
am gay, don't act it really been gay since school usual looking after PE was 10 but had a girlfriend was in denial for a few years but still looked and even found some magazines was looking at men's cocks & arses instead of the women .
my sister Emma shes 6 years older born in 19 70 she doesn't look much younger if anything she looks older will kill me for saying that .
anyway i need to say something about some of the blogs and story i read
http://arentboynamed.wordpress.com/ Tristan strangebrew is the writer of this beautiful , hart warming story about a group of homeless children living on the streets of LA in 19.69-70 i have read this story several times and every time i spot something i missed last time anyway check it out leave a comment .
next http://dailyodoings.blogspot.com/ Rowan`s blog Rowan is a young man who has a heart of gold he studies hard and and finds time to help others. how he manages it all i don't know .
i found rowans blog on the rent boys story page i just sort of came across it . rowan is just getting on with life i have allot of respect for rowan will make someone very happy in years to come .
next up http://3jhome.blogspot.com/ AH jj how could i not mention you on 23rd January 2010
9 weeks ago i make it anyway since the 23rd of Jan JJ who is 13 has fallen in love with his best friend mike , been in hospital to have his appendix out . dealing with other issues all this in 9 weeks he didn't even know what a blog is 9 weeks ago or things like google . to say i have respect for JJ is putting it lightly am so proud of him and what he has achieved in such a short time he`s still only 13 and mike is a wonderfull guy he`s 14 and like JJ has been thro so much and love the bones of both of you .
http://raron-raron.blogspot.com/ rarons not been bloging long but like jj he sort of grows on you and he`s a hell of a poet
and last but no means least jack first blog i commented on jack is a really sweet lad in his last year at school jack is a grate writer one of few people who writes a story as well as his bloging i have allot of time for jack talks allot of sense
http://theycallmejack.wordpress.com
that`s about it see you soon
DRU
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