going back to coming out.

so i was out to my family. dad he was happy as long as I was. Emma was ok with it also .
Mum on the other was difficult you could tell she was building things up but not saying anything really so one weekend dad had gone to visit granddad i could have gone to but i decided not to and mum didn't feel up to it . ad been out for most of the day knocking round with my mates in the city centre didnt know it well so i just visited places also it was boiling hot day when i got back home my neck was red raw forgot about sun cream. mum went mad when she noticed it I mentioned its only a bit of sun burn but she kept on at me . so i did what a normally did went to my room stayed out the way for a bit .
Bit later I came back down see what's for tea.
Shall we get a take away tonight?
Grate mum ?
Alriht what u fancy egg fried rice chicken in lemon source please mum smileing
she always knew what i liked :).
while she was ordering i was looking for something to drink in the fridge she must have herd the door open because she shouted help yourself to a larger if you want
Thanks mum TBH the warm weather gave me a hell of a first .
settling down in front of the telly watching blind date she comes in
God i hate her
who mum
her that cilla black cant stand her she wants to remember where she came from .
turn it over then mum
nar its alright

after we ate tea id had a few larger s and mum asked hows your neck has a look god that's gunna hurt tomorrow you know better put something on it comes back with some lotion and begins rubbing it in to my neck .
Mum is everything ok?
yer why u ask
just think you've been a bit quirt towards me mum
is it because
i know your gay am jut a bit worried about about you
theirs no need to mum am happy
but what if something happens when other people know your gay you could get hurt .
i wont mum am not gunna put myself into situations that id get hurt anyway.
id still be in them situations if i was straight mum?
silence

Mum do you wish i was straight ?
it`s perfectly normal mum to be Gay

I know its normal and am really proud of what you're doing and am sorry i haven't told you that yet but i am we both are .


that convocation only lasted a few mins but it broke allot of ground don't think mum fully understood till she caught me doing something later that year don't ask :).