let me know if this still works

been a while since I posted not even sure what to put any-more but hears a run down of what`s happened
# We have moved house out- skirts of town so much more peaceful so much more room .

# Carl's fine but his dad past away a bit back he was gutted as it was sudden I know how he felt and supported him every step of the way his dad was 62 years old .

# my nephew the youngest one Ryan I haven't seen at all and I dont want to he`s just a user not a nice person to know at the moment .Tim the older one is doing well for himself still at college but working towards a job in sports development . sister Emma well we seam to have bonded well in the past months I mean we were close before but with everything gone off its brought us closer

# my cat jack is well also recovered from Emma over feeding him and is back to his usual self loves the new house as it has a bigger garden keep finding dead birds and things that jack has either found or just pounced on . hmmmmmmmmm

# Me and Carl have our own bedrooms now joint decision really that dont mean there `s
no physical stuff because there is

few other things to mention but it will wait

I dont understand why

just a short post been a little quirt i know had a few days on the coast. and i find my e- mail box has been hacked and sent people an email i know nothing about honest
regarding ahem growing pills it`s not from me honest I know one person that revived one
and am mad because i have been caught out like this like this. if anyone does get one i can only apologise
DRU

YouTube - The Beatles - "Mother Nature's Son" Anthology Version

YouTube - The Beatles - "Mother Nature's Son" Anthology Version

mother natures son

I haven't mentioned the holiday allot we stayed in a place nr st agnuss like a fishing village it was nice just being me and Karl and the place we stayed was a bit cramped no room to swing a cat so was probably a good idea not to bring jack anyway .
the village was deserted not a shop or pub in miles we found the beach we went to before nudist last time i was crapping myself being noticed or caught lol but this time i didnt have a care in the world well i did but not as bad .

was amazed at all the various shapes and sizes pmsl glad i wasn't as bad although several people taking photographs of various sights and landmarks went swimming everyday water was lovely and the weather was not that hot in the morning had lots of
laughs with Karl I know I shouldn't be laughing at other people but was hard not to .


we spent most evening chilling in the garden after we`d been out somewhere like villages or towns on the coast . we also took a portable tv didn't really need it

One evening Karl mentioned whether i was thinking about maybe moving to a quieter area near were we are like outskirts i have considered it a few times but we are looking into it Karl says we should find one that is modern ish do it up maybe move on after a few years making a packet it does sound appealing i must admit.
below is on my new I pod touch of Karl still getting used to it as well something called limewire its a file shearing program i know illegal SO BITE ME.:o was posting a video but mucked it up its on next post

YouTube - Dire Straits - Why Worry Lyrics בועז מלמד.mpg

So things are gradually improving settling into office finding my way round am gathering i could be hear for some time and plenty of work keep my busy but what i really want to do is kick some arse`s doing that next week :O.

so thank you stef for your thoughtful comment helped more than expected. also caught up on a few blog`s and will comment over weekend but reading up on JJ`s blog :0 hes left then comeback again all because of a couple of sick minded get`s all am saying . glad he came out fighting good for him .

gabey W T F sorry about his dad horrible experience . god almighty things soon perked up tho JT seams to bringing some sunshine into his life bless.

had Emma calling me most days checking up swore at her a few times lol
Carl has made a DVD of the holiday we had. not seen it yet or know what he videoed so could go missing
i did miss jack when i was away think it`s fair to say he`s my best companion ever
think Emma has over did it with the feeding crapping everywhere and bit heaver i swear.


picked out a really nice song from youtube might get some more cd`s of theirs

YouTube - Dire Straits - Why Worry Lyrics בועז מלמד.mpg

DRU

guess who

Well am finally back after a bit of a rest and boy did i need a holiday went to Cornwall with Carl and had a really lovely break .
so a recap on what's happen
internet was cut for no reason what so ever even charged me for having the bugger put on again . but thats sorted and got the money back .
Farther day i sort of freaked out because i visited mum and dads grave and the stone had graffiti and crap all over it never been so angry i dont think i wanted to ring there neck i wanted to know how it happened i now know that the cemetery wasn't inspected after 6pm and that the handy-man who sort of kept the grounds tidy was off sick i wouldn't leave until i cleaned it up myself few days Carl was worried sick as was Emma who sort of had go at people nearly she nearly got arrested.

Carl made me go see the doctor who`s put me on anti depressant tablets and to see a specialist which I have couple of times now once Emma came with me .that was fun=O. not really was sheer hell. but am glad she did sort of seen a different brother if you see what i mean .


work well av been doing office work my choice i just wanted something different also av got more withdrawn -isolated but i know that's improving also havet had a drink in weeks that's an unbelievable achievement but i did get help from that Carl stopped
also ;] helped me loads .

about all for now
DRU

how do i do this again !!!

try and make this easy to understand as possible well ish so hears what's been going off .
# had no internet for about a week . bastards
# been on a bit of a downer so wasn't bothered bit blunt but its true .
# fathers day I found out mum& dads grave stone had graffiti all over it wasn't pleased
really so i got it cleaned up but demanded answers as to how it happened from council
and whoever was keeping the place secure at night .
Carl`s been sportive as he can be .
be back to normal soon.

normal services will resume shortlly

I KNOW IT`S BEEN A WHILE BUT I WILL BE BACK VERY SOON

SARONG

past few days have been really hot really sweaty at work been asked to cover a house
as manager went AWOL still is.
you may remember me mention him he caught a STD of a member of staff he was shaging in the office but got caught in the act.
i thought id hate working at the new place for a while but its all good :) different from what am used to but its cool .

have invested in a air cooler for me and Carl its brilliant makes a huge difference to the house Carl's taken to wearing a skirt sorry sarong around the house keeps him cool as its really light and i must admit he does look really nice in it there is a little problem its Jack he attacks the bottom of it follows Carl everywhere when he has it on . Jacks been caught wrestling with it few holes in it now :).

booked a weeks holiday in Cornwell in august same place as last year but without jack this time lol last year we found a nudist beach Carl thought it was grate as it was so quirt took me a few days to go naked and got some odd looks of a few people .

had nephews around over weekend no problems this time :)


ps been following a tv series where we had to choose best drummer in a rock band
john Bonham won bonzo led Zeppelin


the best guitarist Jimmy Hendrix won. not sure about that Jimmy page should have
got that hendrix was just noise at times .

bass player was a surprise flea from red hot chilli peppers won ahead of the likes of
Paul McCartney, John Paul Jones, flea is good but as good as the others not sure.

best vocals Freddie mercury over Robert plant :O. BOLLOCKS Robert Plant is untouchable .


best rock band

3rd Queen not sure they were that good
2nd the Beatles not surprised with that
1st and in my opinion the complete band on record Led Zeppelin

YouTube - Steppenwolf - Born To Be Wild

YouTube - Steppenwolf - Born To Be Wild

we lost a grate man today dennis hopper my dad loved easy rider his fiml he did with peter fonda

dad loved the fact that you could just get on your motorbike and be free with mum of cores :}

think the furthest he got to was Southport few miles outside Liverpool on the coast well sort of .

dad always mentioned Dennis was the ultimate wild man or hell raiser dont think anyone would work with him for about 20 years just excepting bit parts but dad always remembered him in his role in easy rider maybe now they will meet up there .

RIP DENNIS HOPPER

dad would sing his heart out to this when he had a drink or two or three.. not the best voice ....

did nothing wrong did i .

so last night things got a bit heated 13 year old nephew kicked of big time as he does if he doesn't get his own way like not having his girlfriend sleep with him . ended up sending her home in a taxi i know i did the right thing . then he takes off on his older brother 17 because hes laughing at him 13 year old is pissed by now 13 and he drinks like a fish . also mad at me calling me al kinds of names. un repeatable! then i find him with a bag of hash / weed i knew he smoked it but not hear ad given up by then asked his mum Emma to come pick him up @ gone midnight she wasnt happy to say the least but do i care why should i

HANDY MAN

The past few days I have got stuck into the gardening at work bit knackered-tired.
think i done my back in lol I do enjoy getting my hands dirty my have upset some staff
as they didn't want to get involved to make the guys garden look nice. of cores they came round to my way of thinking . had time at reflections gay health club thing :0 ALONE :0:0 as Carl is away with his dad and as i sed back was killing me so i spent a few hours chilling in the spar and the sauna must of the guys were naked. not me! people of all ages all shapes did try not to look honest:)) ....

also been shopping got me and Carl new England football shirts world cup in a week or so. cant wait also my nephews are hear having a lads night in one even brought his girlfriend and thinks there sleeping together he`s 13 by the way he also likes snooping around so i had to hide some stuff well thinks me and Carl are just mates
and Emma has threatened to kill me if I tell him otherwise.

DRU XXX

YouTube - drift away

YouTube - drift away
Carl really likes this he says it relaxes him puts a smile on his face i thought that was my job :}. anyway i thought i would post about how alike we are sort of .

FOOD I like most foods as long as its not to fatty hate liver - fried eggs - turkey gives me nightmares lol.

Carl will try anything prefers English food but will try foreign muck his words not mine will eat forever and not put an ounce of fat on. i hate him .

MUSIC i have about 600 cd`s that were my dads from 60`s 70`s mostly rock and also LP`S that he wouldn't ever part with they are worth a fortune also i have mine various stuff independent music like radio head new order punk and stuff like pet shop boys .
to meany to put on my 8 cd racks .

Carl he likes modern music lady ga ga, Brittany ,think you get the idea also likes northan sole from 60s can listen to that all day.


FASHION will were anything really dont need to be designer as long as its trendy also sportswear trackyie hoodies not be seen dead in a shirt& tie Carl`s same ish tho will by G STAR label bit expensive .

TV I must admit Carl likes his TV soaps i can stand that and GLEE draw the line at that its just tripe and they spoil really good songs like murdering them wish there was a music police :)

ME like my sports football mostly as Carl does he supports Nottingham forest. there al-right am a Liverpool FC supporter caused a few quarrels in the past lol.

animals as a kid i had a red setter dog called RED had him when i was 5-17 also hedgehog spike when i was 8 didn't last long also dint find out how he died suspecting massive cover up hear .JACK had him a few years now .
CARLs not a animal person i guess gets on with Jack sort of had a fall out once thought i thought more of Jack than him just told him to grow up :).

Carl`s more outspoken me i just keep my mouth shut mostly

SEX about the same like to try stuff explore enough sead i think;};};}.had about the same amount of partners and have had weird experiences


we both like quiet holidays country near the coast but not to crowded .

we have both had to deal with loosing family Carl's older brother died when carl was 20 i lost mum and dad when i was 24 . both of us took it really hard .

can see me and Carl together for ever

to hot for me

hey everyone been really hot the past few days am not good with hot weather i burn easy- its stuffy - sticky Carls about the same sweats easy needs about 4 showers a day when its like this .
went shopping on Friday for a reconditioned big t v found a massive 50 inch one for £350.00 bargin bit damaged at bottom prob fallen of the wall but am happy with it Carls moaning because its not brand new and over a thousand £ fuck that .
thats the main part that separates us
me i was brought up to be grateful for what you have if its second hand or reconditioned ive saved money had a working class up bringing .

Carl his dad has always been in property his mum was a school secretary carl was sort of brought up to expect the very best nothing less will do sort of born with a silver spoon in his mouth lol

its not a big gap between us but it will pop into the conversation now and again .

All this hot weather had me thinking of a video from years ago Emma played it to death.
DRU XXX
just click on o hot for me for video

BBC News - Jordan Romero, 13, 'becomes youngest to scale Everest'

just a quick post was reading this online and i don't know thers something not right .
BBC News - Jordan Romero, 13, 'becomes youngest to scale Everest'

YouTube - guess who- american woman

YouTube - guess who- american woman
apologies for being a bit pissed writing this but i have a qustion i know this the original but did the Beatles record this or even John or Paul as a solo artists
or is it just me
love you all
DRU

FALL OUT

Really sorry i haven't bloged things have been a bit rough .
work is stressing due to a fall out and finger pointing trying to stay out of it
all and people are now bitching about me because i dont want to take sides :O.

Also Carl & me had a bit of a fight over the weekend i say a bit few punches were thrown mostly by him all because of last week and the time i spent at work or the hospital also he hid my phone and switched it off so work don't ring anyway i called him a few names childish twit well similar to that anyway and lots of other so he storms out and comes back several hours later pissed out of his head and high as a kite
hes banging on the door shouting at the top of his voice calling me all sorts so i open the door and continues to mouth off .All neighbours are out by now asking him to
keep the noise down . he then start on them and me trying to drag him in and he punched me so i pushed back and he fell over the wall lol by now the neighbours are laughing at him .

add had enough by then garbed my coat & jack lol and drove to my sisters .
didnt hear from him till Tuesday got a really big graze on his head where he fell over the wall the house looked tidy prob his mum came and tidy up .
Also jill the manager at work has had a go at some of the staff and had one removed
of the house .

Carl is struggling a bit done something to his cheek bone when he fell and i do genuinely feel for him and still love him to bits not the same as before but getting there

tonights tv

A night in in front of the tv tonight and i must admit i was a little surprised by what was on offer .
we had emmerdale its a rural soap in the country tonight was based around a character Aaron struggling with accepting he is GAY only just accepted it because he`s up in court after beating up Jackson a gay man he met in a gay bar you following this .
then up in court he could go to jail unless he admitted he was GAY this was a really emotional part as
A he`s yet to admit to himself he`s gay
B his family are a bit rough putting it lightly lol
but he admits it.
and its left with him saying what have i done .
next is the show below a welsh rugby player who`s come out the closest and he`s in the meida spotlight befor he came out as hes captain of the welsh national squad.this
was really hard to take in as it showed that being gay is still unacceptable in today's society and that they are still living in the dark ages

Tonight | Afraid to be Gay - ITV News
finally EastEnders another soap not a big fan of it but anyway the couple Christian
& syead syead is Muslim and secretary Gay Christian is gay and proud of it and syead hes recently been outed by Christian because he was fed up playing second fiddle
syead is also married and his family being Muslim are a bit strict .

now am not saying this is all doom and gloom and i suppose there will be a happy ever after but both stories have been writen with a view that beaing gay in 2010 is still a taboo subject

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past few days have been a bit crazy first work one of the guys at work was rushed to hospital still there has got an infection and not digesting food bit complicated but it`s not good .
also Carl`s in a mood as I havent been having time with him he`s 35 fucks sake needs to
grow up :).
Also jack the cat his brother Frost lives with Emma died last week out of the blue.
Jack understood every word when i told him.
Emma did the decent thing well sort of buried in the garden with a brick as a head stone she really has no dignity but i have told her i will buy a big plant or even a bloody tree instead of a brick .
Jack just laid in the back near the brick for an hour or so i really felt for the poor guy .
had today off needed the rest also i have tried to make it up to Carl today he could sulk for England but am getting there looks like an early night tonight.